Sunday, August 21, 2011

The Glory is His....

So... today was interesting.
I've always seen people in our ministry as "extraordinary"... they live right, speak the word of God, and pave the way for people like me, regular people with "regular" issues... so I thought.
Today, a close friend of my husband (and I), someone he grew up with, actually his childhood best friend, introduced himself as "Pastor Maxile".
Now, some may say "so what"... but the magnitude of this didn't hit me until I saw him at that podium....this was a huge wake up call for me and I'm very grateful for the expereince. Aside from the great word given by Pastor Maxile and guest speakers I sat and had so many thoughts running through my mind.
One: Pastors are human, they are just like you and me. They are called to lead and guide people to Christ... but they aren't Christ. They can't MAKE you love, obey, or even follow Christ. Seeing someone we grew up with, someone we know, become a Pastor actually made me really proud. It's admirable to lead a life assisting others in getting to Heaven, Glorifying God, and devoting time away from family and home to minister God's word to others... and all for His Glory, not your own.
Two: People are placed in our life for a reason.... Before you reject what your pastor and leaders tell you, think about this: When you die and meet God as we all will... and we answer for things we have done or not done--- He will remind you of the people He placed in your life to HELP you, to guide you, and make sure you know the word of God... such as Pastors. When I ask my Pastor questions I real answers, not what I want to hear, what I need to hear... I am the one who is typically broken or confused... I need to know what's real. So far I've had some very real expereinces with my Pastors and I'm so grateful for them.
If Damon, or any pastor for that matter, questions or doesn't fathom the impact pastors and leaders do and will have on lives let me break some of it down for you.
People who are lost, you help them get found... people who don't know Christ, you introduce them and change where they spend eternity... addicts, you bring them hope telling them that Christ is bigger than any addiction or any giants we face in life... in home life- marriage and family, work-- you teach us that no matter how hard we work, how rich we become, how many material things we aquire, the Glory goes to Him and Him alone... it actually has little to nothing to do with us. :) This is hard for me to accept sometimes because I work really hard... but it's all possible thru Him-- NOT me.
These lessons, the few of many that pastors teach, are HUGE. Your average person---- expereinces adultry in their marriage, some are abused, loss of faith, death of loved ones, financial hardship, expereince hatred and bittness in their heart, battling the enemy (satan), so when you bring the hope and glory of God to ONE person you are successful.
Example: two people who didn't even know me basically saved my life.
2 years ago I lost my mother, lost and broken I almost gave up on life and God- literally. Had it not been for my daughter and partly my husband... I'd be in a grave with her. I am almost ashamed to say it but losing my mother has changed my life in more ways than I'd like to say. Depression wasn't the word, I didn't step foot in church for a year, and I was so bitter with God I carried a chip on my shoulder about life in general. He wouldn't tell me why He took my mother and my heart grew hard, rather than turning TO Him i turned AWAY from him. I was officially lost, living daily with no purpose other than my daughter, sad, crying, and really broken. With the help of my pastors, I was found.... once was lost but now I'm found. Restored and renewed, God gave me another chance at happiness, life, and faith. His picture became clear, Broken I came to him at an all time low and literally got on my knees, threw up my hands, and said do whatever you need to do to me to get me right, I'm desperate and I need you. Today, I'm a Christian woman in prgress, with a acceptance of my mother's death, and a sincere love for Christ. He is my backbone and I know without Him I'm nothing. Nothing. Nothing.
Another: Less than a year ago my marriage was a mess... close to failure... and we all know I don't fail! My husband was lost, I was lost, and together there's no way we could find our way... almost called it quits... with the intervention of our amazing pastors we were... FOUND. I realized that the only person who could take my marriage and my ability to love my husband God... no one else. I needed Him and had to relinquish control to Him and accept His will... this situation was far to much for me to handle alone... I needed guidance, love, and understanding.... today, we are strong, we are FOUND, and we are united as husband and wife should be... all because of God, and God alone. My marriage is a result of His glory.
Lesson: Pastors have very difficult jobs, people depend on them, and WE need to pray for THEM more. We attend Our Saviors Church in Lafayette, and they have been life changing to me and Byron and I pray for our pastors.... I can't express it in words what they have done for us....
Again, to see someone I know so well give his life to Christ and devote life to spreading the word is amazing. I pray for him, his beauitful wife Casey, and their kids. I pray they be blessed, in abundance, and that they always have the courage and strength to lead. Like it or not, you're an example now, to people you don't even realize. I'm so happy for you and I will definitley be praying for you. We love you very very very much!
Thanks for everyone who put service together today, hope there are many more to come, and I'd love to be involved if I'm needed. God wants to do big things for all of us...
Casey---- btw-- don't forget, we need to start a women's ministry if possible!!!! Women need so much help, single mothers who do it all alone, wives of successful men who fall down the priority list- it breaks their spirit, I work on a daily basis with people with tons of money--- but lost souls, successful women who need to balance work and home, broken females who have been abused and thrown away, female addicts of young children (I was one of them)-- repaired mother daughter relationships,women who have been cheated on and hurt by their husbands, young women who need to know their worth, if momma won't tell them ministers need to before the first boy rolls along and does so. I have a dream about this, I really do... because women old and young need to know that God doesn't forget about us, He isn't far away, and people like you (and me) have been through so much,and can bring hope to them....
May God bless Damon and Casey's ministry and I love you all very much!
Rachelle

2 comments:

  1. Wow!! This is a very good and inspirational post. I have read it 3 times because I think the words are important...The Glory is His!!!

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